I have decided to use 3 different models/ ways of putting depression across so as I can cover the various levels of intellect & intuition driven people. Heart, neutral energy and gross and subtle trauma.
Model 1- The Feeling/ Heart Centre
As children, these emotions are too intense for us to feel. We have not developed the emotional maturity to process these intense negative feelings yet, so every time we are told off by a parent, feel abused, threatened, hurt etc we close a bit of this feeling centre down. By the age of 7, we have learnt to ‘concretize’ our emotions in our heart/ feeling centre. This means a large chunk of our heart/feeling centre is closed off and then we wonder why as adults we live in our intellect instead of our heart, feel numb, no joy, need to turn to external objects/people for happiness and joy and then suffer depression and other forms of unhappiness. Dam one emotion and you dam them all, regardless whether they are good or bad feelings.
Model 2 – The 1 Neutral Human Life force Model
This one neutral energy can be used for love energy, creative energy, sexual energy, motivational energy, emotional energy, joy/happiness energy, work energy, exercise energy etc.
Imagine, for arguments sake you have access to 1000 units of this neutral life-force and as a child due to a parent screaming at you for doing what a child naturally does, play, explore, push boundaries etc, lets say you are yelled at. You feel fear, you cry over the fear also, as is a child behaviour. Then, you are told to either ‘stop crying’ or you decide to hold it all in.
The fear for example used up 10 units of this neutral life-force and the grief used up another 10 units, but wait, it takes more units of that life force to hold those emotions in, then actually was used to make them. So 10 units of fear, 10 units of grief needed 21 units of life force at least to enable you to squash the feelings somewhere in your heart and block off/compartmentalize that part of your heart so as not to feel those unpleasant feelings again.
How many times did you cry when young? How many times did you feel fear or terror? How many times did you get forced not to tantrum/be angry and swallow or lock away your anger? How much of your life force do you have left to enjoy life with? How many of those 1000 units do you have left for happy juices, joy juices, inspiration and motivation?
Get my logic? This is how our energetic system works. I have been meditating since the age of 14. I have had a long time to explore this and uncover the workings of this life force mechanism.
Model 3 – SUBTLE TRAUMA
• Conception trauma – Most people are here to fill in a void for a parent or two.
• Womb Trauma – such as listening to a father not wanting another child whilst in the womb and deciding you are ‘Not Wanted’.
• Birth Trauma – a list of trauma cases so long that even if we devoted this whole website we would not have enough space to list and describe the variations of Birth Trauma.
• Circumcision Trauma – The boy child who does not look into his mothers eyes after circumcision due to the feelings of betrayal. 90% of rape, violence towards women, sado-masochistic sexual violence is perpetrated by circumcised men still getting out their rage at mum back.
• Infancy Trauma – helpless, hopeless, needed emotional love needs for 2/3 years.
• Specific Parent Trauma –Such as controlling/invalidating father, smother mother, sibling issues etc.
• School Trauma – Confusion, inappropriate teacher behaviour, teasing, confusing etc.
• Religious Trauma – Massive, too long to describe.
This is only half of the traumas we have been able to discover due to the Cathartic Breath work and its un-equaled ability to open up the unconscious mind by temporarily displacing the defense barrier between conscious and unconscious mind.
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